2012 was a hard year for me. i may go as far as to say it was the worst. i was not my best self. probably  my worst self. i was a natalie i never thought i would be. 

i was sick a lot. i barfed more in 2012 than any other year combined, times a million. okay not really but you get it. i had to learn how to deal with being allergic to the cold (feel free to read about that here).  

i learned that i can't plan life out like i'd like to. because things don't work out and just like everyone says, life isn't fair.  

nothing terrible happened in 2012. nothing really happened at all in 2012. 

but, 2013 is going to be different. it has to be. 

i won't bore you with my new years resolutions like lose the 20 pounds i gained in 2012. 

in 2013 my motto is "be the best natalie"

you sucked 2012. i'm ready for 2013.