what do you want to be when you grow up?

i've decided that this is a stupid question. i've been stressing over this stupid question for the past few months. and by stressing i mean crying. when i ask myself this question, i can't picture what i want to be. i don't know what i want to be when i grow up. sure, i can make a list of dream jobs that i'd love to have or things i'd love to do. but really, does that matter? i've decided that the more important question to ask myself is, who do you want to be when you grow up? this i can answer. and this, makes life feel a whole lot easier right now. so now, i'm going to start working on becoming the person i want to be. the person i thought i always would be.