NICK

most people know that nick is the brother that i am closest to. maybe it's because we are the most alike. or maybe it's because there is a sibling between us. i don't know. but he is my soul sibling (think soul mate, but not). i've known a lot of people to leave on missions but this one was by the far the hardest for me. i also don't think i've ever been so excited to see somebody. it was like the night before the first day of school or christmas. i couldn't fall asleep. and when i saw him start to come down the escalator, i cried. i can't think of that last time i cried tears of happiness. never? i was so happy i couldn't stop smiling all day. i still can't believe he's back. i didn't want to leave utah. i feel extra left out now that i am the only one who doesn't live in utah. it's weird. luckily i get to see everyone again in 8 days when i go to connecticut for like a minute. okay, it's more like 42 hours but same thing.